When I say “alone,” I don’t mean that we had no one. We have an enormous amount of support from friends and family without whom we would not be where we are today. Gosh, I hate to imagine what condition our family would be in without you all. (Whatever family would have been left…) Everyone has been, and continues to be, such a HUGE help to our family. Just knowing there are people out there that care about us and keep Connor in their thoughts is a true gift. We are very fortunate.
Now, it has gotten even better!
Some time last week, I had reached my wit’s end. From the time Connor was very young- just a couple months old- I had begun scouring the web for information about children and adults that do not feel pain. Based on what I found, I had pretty much come up with my own diagnosis- Congenital Indifference to Pain. Throughout everything we went through, I continued to search… and search… and search… Even after Connor was diagnosed, I spent hours upon hours looking for others- blogs, websites, community support groups… anything! All to no avail. I knew we weren’t the only ones, but we might as well have been. There was NO community that I could find. So, last week, I decided I would just have to start my own. True to form- VIOLA! I find others.
I am so excited to share that I have finally found a community group that consists of other families affected by pain sensory disorders. And to think all the while, it was right under my nose…. Facebook. (I knew there was a reason I joined!) It is a closed group, so I waited several painstaking days to gain access. I checked every day- multiple times a day- knowing there was this amazing resource at my fingertips and today, I was finally able to open that door.
The minute I clicked on the page and could see the conversations, names, and photographs of other families in our shoes, I was so overjoyed I just started crying. (Ah, shucks, I am doing it now, too.) I can’t describe the feeling. And when I saw there was even a simple “welcome” message introducing me to the group, I felt like I had finally arrived. I found it… the place I had been looking for all this time. Next thing I know, people are welcoming me, sending friend requests, and I even had a FANTASTIC chat with a woman that put herself out there to share her experiences, listen to mine, and offer insight.
Wow.
And so, my friends, (including my new ones!!!!) thank you. Thank you so much for all that you are and all that you give. I want so badly to give back and I am sorry if it seems like I am taking a lot right now. But I promise it will come full circle and I will give every single ounce of myself to return the favor. I will never ever forget your generosity, support, and kind words.
I am so happy to add a new “family” to our journey and to have the opportunity to be a supporting part of others!